Thought it over... pointless to hang on any further.
Stubborness will only hurt myself further and let down ppl who truely love me.
The word, 'LOVE' is too profound to understand.. too complicated.
Since I have started it, I am responsible to end it too..
What's the point of hanging on when I know it's fruitless?
Like you always said, Toot! ya.. indeed I am one.. and yes, everyone knows that.
Why? Why am I still living in ur shadow? Do you mean it when you said that's not kidding? Juz tell me the truth, can you?
Sometimes I really miss you so badly that I feel like hugging you tightly, don't wanna let you go.
Do you know that?
But I Know all these are just dreams...
Are you really like what other ppl said?
Attention is what you need when you feel lonely?
Knowing that I am a 'Toot', the only 'toot' that can give you the attention that you want, you turned to me.
Is it true?
Why am I so persistance still when I know that these are true?
Why am I still carrying hopes?
Why am I hurting those ppl who truely love me.
Foolish me...
I have slept too long.. time to wake up!
Dear,
I am so sorry that I don't know how to appreciate what you did for me all these while.
I promise you that I will give you my heart in a whole k?
Love you